Rayxa's Land

langkawiwiwiwi!

2012-02-13T03:54:00.002+08:00

the trip was awesome! i really wanna talk about it now but i am so sleepy since it's already 3.58 am. i will talk about the trip soon! very soon! :D

well fak u

2012-02-11T02:00:00.001+08:00

the thing is, i like to many people at a time till i have a thought saying that by having a relationship will limit the number of people i adore from many to only one. that's why. OK?! hehe

surprise surprise

2012-02-08T00:30:00.003+08:00

this is so wrong. but it makes me feels like on top of the world. he is, too kind. the way he talks to me really can drives me craaaazy over him. but seriously this will go nowhere as he is not available. haha. he'll stay on the crush list forever :P

he gave me this (y)

*pls ignore the stuffs behind me in the picture -.-

heheheheh

2012-02-01T02:43:00.002+08:00

crush does not necessarily to be only one kan?

he. he. he.

therefore, i would transform the singular word into plural now.

crushes.

haha the more the merrier i'd say :>

sigh

2012-01-28T01:04:00.003+08:00

eh i promised to post the pictures on my birthday kan? alah but i don't feel like posting it la currently. life has been very hectic, too many things happen almost at once.

so ya, too many things to share yet too little time. well, am not that busy la, but, i am so not in the mood of telling you guys about it.

i guess i better just summarize it here,

1. just finished my final exams for the very first semester

2. currently on my 1 month short semester break

3. just got back from a week camp at UPM and Port Dickson

4. went straight to Perak after the camp

5. relationships with my babes are normal

6. relationship with crush, is, getting....funnier. =_=

7. parents bought me a new cellphone

that's all for now i guess. uhh ya, i made a huge pictures on my birthday dinner collage so you guys can just click on it to enlarge and see it clearer k. :)

*HAHAHAH i just realised, the picture won't be any larger even if you click on it. hahaha

wondering while you wander

2012-01-11T04:16:00.002+08:00

i dreamt about it.

weird, cause it felt so damn real.

soon as i woke up,

i wondered

if it really happens

will i feel as bad as i felt in the dream

i thought i moved on

i am pretty sure about it

but the dream felt so real that it hurt so much

now i doubt the fact that

i already moved on.

untuk crush yang handsome,

2012-01-07T02:47:00.003+08:00

hello my dearest almost perfect guy of my dream,

like somehow i have a thought saying that you actually knew that i am actually very into you. but i am not quite sure about it. i am just making a random wild guess based on your behaviour.

well if my prediction is correct, will you give me any bright signal or anything so that i won't be puzzling about it all the time. because really, i like you very very much.

thank you, handsome.

*the picture has nothing to do with the entry. just a picture of me & my lil' bro

silly memory

2012-01-04T20:46:00.003+08:00

i remember when i was in a relationship with aret back then, he used to made me to make promises over almost everything. but that was back then, when he was not in a bad boy mode. haha K.

benci k crush2 mcm skola rendah

2012-01-04T13:46:00.002+08:00

remember the post about how i lost my excitement seeing my crush?

well, the excitement actually crawls back to me -__-

whyyyyyyy do i like this guy soooo much.

ergh

i hate exams

2012-01-01T19:53:00.002+08:00

especially those subject with tons of stuffs to be remembered. mannnn i. just. can't. handle. it.

memorizing those facts really made me as sleepy as a koala bear. seriously . . .

29/12/2011

2011-12-30T01:38:00.002+08:00

will upload the pictures on my birthday dinner with family soon!

here's one,

mia familia <3

and, thank you so much aret for spending too much money for me on my birthday mwahahahahahahahahha >:D

bosan

2011-12-26T01:30:00.002+08:00

i lost the excitement of seeing my crush on facebook, or tweet something or even watch him in front of me. so, yah -___- boooring

2011-12-16T01:57:00.002+08:00

why he acted like we didn't know each other at all whenever we met in certain occasion that involved both of us. he must feels damn annoyed towards me kan that's why he ignored me -.-

mean role

2011-12-15T19:34:00.003+08:00

why on earth that she treats that guy like that? it's pure mean. really.

i know he used to dump her or what ever the situation was, but then again, he already said sorry and tells her how much he loves her and say nice words to her and really mean it.

doesn't that enough? why is that girl playing all bitchy mode towards him?

i repeat, it's mean. and she should be thankful that the guy can still bears her "bitchiness" attitude she's rolling on currently.

stop.being.so.mean.will.you?

shit

2011-12-15T15:58:00.001+08:00

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I'M DEAD-ER THAN DEAD! FFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

you knowwww

2011-12-14T23:26:00.001+08:00

i have this major fear of rejection :/

yeah.

2011-12-11T22:53:00.002+08:00

say hello to my dear friend,

*there was a picture before*

yes, he's the one that i adore, very much.

i got struck real bad

2011-12-07T18:27:00.001+08:00

he resembles the definition of super something

2011-12-05T03:28:00.001+08:00

once in a blue moon i'll have this stupid feeling of missing the first relationship i had. that's just, sucks. fucker.

6

2011-12-05T02:43:00.002+08:00

all these shits are so freaking intense.

now i'm starting to have a second thought about staying in the college for the second year.

not staying college means do not have to join all these activities.

not joining the activities means more time for mia familia and mia amigos.

not joining the activities means less extra unnecessary shitload works.

stop forcing us please.

funny as what

2011-12-04T02:31:00.002+08:00

ahahahhahahahahah okay this is so funny i have to post it right now!

lucky i'm such a stalker because my last post was talking about how much i wanted to go to the trip right?

okay so i stalked that organizer's facebook page and i coincidently found a related conversation there.

it's funny how his friend really really asked him to bring as minimum number of girls because i believe that on their last trip, the girls aren't tough enough and was just brought more problems to them. ahhahahahaha

he repeated several times that he doesn't want many girls to follow the trip and he insists on having an interview to make sure that the girls are fit enough.

that just simply ring the bells, i should not ever dream of joining this trip hahaha

Gunung Besar Hantu? wuuu hantu

2011-12-04T01:55:00.005+08:00

okay. since i didn't attach this blog link to any other social networking websites, those who are reading this are probably my close friends or the followers that already had this blog listed on their dashboard.

sooooo, since the number of readers are getting smaller, i won't be as secretive as i was on the previous posts. well, depends on what subject la kan. haha. recently, my college at upm will be holding a mountain climbing expedition at Gunung Besar Hantu, which located somewhere in Negeri Sembilan (i originally wrote Pahang -.-)

i wanted to go, it sounds really interesting, plus the fact that i haven't climb a mountain before, (might be a disadvantage also perhaps) makes me wonder what does it feels when you reached the top. but then again, remembering that i was such a pain in the ass to my friends when we were climbing the Broga hill, i'm feeling pretty unsure about going to this trip.

imagine everybody else have to wait for me for being so slow and having millions of pit stop. they'll gonna hate me for that surely. haha. but i googled the place, and the view there is just, indescribable. there's also a waterfall there. i wanna go i wanna go i wanna goooooooo :O

tolong terasa sikit

2011-11-28T21:39:00.006+08:00

there are two distinct inner part in me that have different opinions about this one particular matter. well if i want to graphically translate it, it'll be more or less like this :

hahaha i get so bored and started to play with paint :P okay, the thing is, imagine that the red side are the side that wants me to do something that might give me more negative results while the blue side is the part of me that holds me back from doing anything that might hurt myself.

me : should i tell him about it or not?

blue : no, u should never do that because you're a girl and it is inappropriate for a girl to make the first move

red : of course you MUST tell him so that u won't be puzzled any more

me : well ya if he's giving me a positive feedback, i'll be the happiest person on earth. but if he doesn't?

blue : then you'll only gonna hurt yourself more, aren't you bored of getting hurt too many

times?

red : you'll never knowwww whether he has the same interest on you or not until you tell him!

it's okay if he doesn't like you at least you must let him know about it first!

me : but if he rejects me, how can i run away from bumping into him everyday?

blue : then you'll going to face many problems ahead because you live within the same area

red : just act like nothing happened, be professional, then everything will be fine

me : but i just found out that he has his own crush and she's definitely very pretty :(

blue : then why in the world would you want to tell him that u like him at the first place? duhh!

red : it's only a crush, not his wife right? and remember that there are people who does not put

appearance as the main criteria of choosing their lover

i am getting tired of all of this. i'm not lying about all of the above, i always had my own monologue session when ever i feel like telling him that i like him :S

ya allah,

2011-11-28T00:36:00.001+08:00

i can't stand the fact that i have friends, that smoke weed, that i know that it is wrong, and i can't do a thing about it. how can i be this useless :(

me love me messy hair

2011-11-27T14:33:00.001+08:00

herh

2011-11-23T00:53:00.004+08:00

okay so now he's ignoring me completely, whole heartedly. he probably dislikes me by now.

with all my respect,

2011-11-21T02:24:00.003+08:00

i did this not for the credits or anything, it's just something that i personally love and i would like to recommend to you my fellow readers, who knew it might be one of your must read blog :)

**Efendisme**

clicking this won't harm u

this,

2011-11-19T18:34:00.001+08:00

*pinjam ye wani omeyy :>

uhh ya bout the statement above, hurmmmm. is it? :S

D 2.28 :)

2011-11-15T20:28:00.003+08:00

i suddenly missed the people in my matriculation's life. no i won't miss the hectic life there ever, it's just the people. especially my room mates :< yeah i know they live in kajang too and i can always meet them again whenever i want. but i miss having them as my room mates, probably because am currently not having any room mate, but still they're the best :<

i miss watching movies together whenever all of us don't feel like studying (it was like most of the time) haha

i miss the time where we arranged the day of who will be doing they're laundry because the space to hang the clothes is limited :)

i miss going to cafe every single night because it seems like a major matter for us to eat dinner

i miss not knowing what the time is it during that day because all of us were busy sleeping :P we are experts on the sleeping all day skill :D

i miss the part when farrahani and i always felt worried every time aimi is studying because we knew that we should be studying too

i miss stay up late with them doing weird st

uffs and get hungry all the time

i miss playing coin pirates in farrahani's phone! :X

i absolutely miss when one of us was suddenly had mood swings and the other two of us was like, what the hell that we just said? :O did we do something wrong?? :O hahahahah

i miss making fake letters in order for us to go back kajang every weekends! :D

10.

i miss the time when we were planning of ways to escape from that hell smoothly without being caught :')

11.

i miss the stupid feelings all of us had when we just reached there on sunday night

12.

i miss when one of us had a crush and the other two

of us will immediately search for that guy and literally give him a rate whether he's hot or not :DD

13.

i miss searching for hot water in the middle of the late night because we always were starving during that hour

14.

i miss being in the morning assembly with damn sleepy faces

15.

I MISS DOING COUNTDOWN TO HOLIDAY :'))

and the list goes on and on. i'll definitely add more later :)

but whatever it is,

i miss everything about us being room mates! :'(

purrr

2011-11-15T00:31:00.001+08:00

go google,

pemantun simpanan pantun bestari IPTA UIA 2011

regrets

2011-11-14T00:14:00.003+08:00

i have to remove my earlier latest entry. i don't think that it is appropriate for me to post such thing. maybe this is not the suitable time, maybe not tomorrow or maybe never at all.

let's just stick to the rule of believing that your destiny has been written and nothing can ever change it except Allah :)

blossom,

2011-11-10T03:17:00.000+08:00

ALHAMDULILLAH! :)

my life is getting bettaaahhhhhhhhhh! :D

why me why

2011-11-05T02:57:00.002+08:00

you, yes you. why are you following me? err it's creepy. very.

i am not being snobbish or what but why? why me?

we don't even know each other back then at that place, ya you know what i mean.

err this is so awkward. you shouldn't follow me you know,

perhaps because, well you know, you and i and that guy,

ya, i guess you knew about it, or..no?

*please my other followers this is not for you :P

Master Chef Malaysia. ME?

2011-11-05T02:33:00.002+08:00

guys guys guys! i am not one of the MasterChef Malaysia contestant. this is totally a prank. i mean the apron is an original MasterChef Malaysia merchandise, but come on,,,, me? i will never enter some cooking competition until forever. seriously readers, i received various responds since i posted this picture on my facebook. haha i was initially believed that u guys believed that i am so not the contestant. but damn was i wrong, even some facebook friends who never even say hi to me before suddenly send me instant messages. how funny, initially, but getting weirder until now -.-

yay!

2011-11-05T02:21:00.002+08:00

we always heard about the phrase there's always a silver lining behind every cloud kan? hihi.

now it's my chance of experiencing that. my last post was about how mad and disappointed i was regarding the internet connection and the scholarship thingy right?

so yeah alhamdulillah, i manage to solved the problem by calling the person in charge and tell her everything about it, and then i received a good news whereas the bank rakyat will give us the applicants to answer the online examination once again. this is due to too many applicants who had the same problem.

so again, alhamdulillah, i answered the exam completely yesterday, nlw i just have to wait for the results, i'm hoping that i get that scholarship or at least the loan because their loan is way much better compared to ptptn. so, do pray for me okay guys? hihi

thank you i love you

this is mean.

2011-10-30T04:30:00.003+08:00

how do you feel when your life's faith rely completely on the internet?

how does it affects you if your future depends on the internet?

fucked up. yes, that's exactly what i feel right now, VERY FUCKED UP.

i am sorry if this sounds really inappropriate but if you guys are in my shoes,

then you'll understand.

i am supposed to answer an online examination for bank rakyat scholarship.

i have only one chance to open the questions bank and after that i was not allowed to redo it again.

it means, if during that session, your internet server is not working properly,

then instead of reaching the next question, you will get the fucker page saying that the page is unavailable.

the fun part is, you thought that you still can proceed to the next page by clicking the refresh button,

but then, oh how fuck it is to know that you can't do anything because the same error page will appear on your screen again and again.

that is what happened to me. i only managed to answer three friggin questions out of 50. THREE!

so you tell me, is it fair? is it fair that our future rely completely on the internet?

i blew my chance, no, not me, the fucking internet connection blew my fucking chance on getting the scholarship.

it is really unfair and mean. it's not that the internet connection can pays for my study fees, my financial support and etc.

my parents rely on me. they work so hard in order to be able to pay for their children's education.

if i am fucking rich or i am the only child, i won't feel this miserable, i won't be hoping too much on the scholarship.

i wonder if there are many bank rakyat scholarship applicants out there who is having the same problem as i am.

i mean really, is this fair

babies

2011-10-27T23:40:00.002+08:00

you guys wanna know sam*in sam*in? since i am very sure that i don't have any chance with this guy, hhahaha, i promise you guys i will tell you guys his name as soon as he gets a girlfriend. okay? :-* ciao bella!

LOVE is in the air

2011-10-27T02:46:00.004+08:00

sorry i tak cukup duit nak beli sikat :3

if i can't get an internet access tomorrow at my uncle's, then i'll be dead since i have to submit ALL my assignments on friday. how not awesome. and, without an internet access may also caused me some fortune whereas i can not answer the online examination for those who is applying for the Bank Rakyat scholarship. that is why i've been wondering whether i should or should not go to my uncle's tomorrow. hmmmm. idk :S fish me -.-

*ooh ooh btw, faruque sombong nye kt twitter cis tau la da duduk oversea sne. haha

bloop bloop

2011-10-25T02:45:00.002+08:00

i neeeeeeeeed to put a background song for my blog but i have nooooo idea what song should i put here. i need a song that resembles me, well at least a part of me, but i really can't figure out what song. hurrrrrrr shower me some ideas pleaseeee

bang bang boom

2011-10-20T14:32:00.002+08:00

to you-know-who-you -are,

you knew that you will be friggin piss off each time you read my blog entries ayte?

well then, i have a very simple yet useful idea for you to apply in order for you to avoid from getting piss off again.

why.don't.you.stop.viewing.my.blog.ever.again?

ahha i know it's darn simple ryteee :P

*sigh

2011-10-14T16:01:00.003+08:00

i think i'm done.

i am not gonna give another shot.

as expected, i receive no respond.

funny, hah yes.

frying friday

2011-10-14T14:59:00.002+08:00

so today i don't have any class because it has been cancelled and we all just found out about that the moment we already reached the lecture hall. what a bummer. dear lecturer, i hope you know that the world is currently having this one thing called technology, why can't you tell us earlier so that we don't have to wake up earlyyyyy in the morning -00-

Sincerely,

Your Forever Sleepy Student.

ghostify.

honesty is nasty

2011-10-12T00:18:00.005+08:00

well helllllllllllo world.

it's been almost a month since i last posted something here.

so as y'all know, i am currently living in a new environment,

and it is normal for a loner person like me, whoa loner tau :P to have a new crush,

or as in there will always be that someone who can catches your sight.

so that is what happening to me currently,

as my previous experiences taught me that there is no good possibilities outcomes

if you are having an interest with a guy that is already in a relationship.

yes there is possibility that u might be able to (get?) that person as your partner,

but apart from u will only make everyone around you to hate you, that guy

might also return back to his ex. because what do you expect? they maybe had been

in a relationship way longer than u can ever imagine, so they get so used with each other

till that the guy, who initially has an interest on you will start to runaway from you.

YOU.JUST.HAVE.TO.ACCEPT.THAT. because u stole something that is not yours.

eh why am i so out of the topic. *EMO MODE : TURN OFF

hihi. okay okay, let's begin again, the thing is, this guy, who i kindddda admire,

who kinddddddddddddaaaaaaaaa likes me too :P , i can't really confirm whether

he has that special someone or not. and i have no idea how can i discover that.

because i checked his facebook page, of course, there is no such thing as he's in a relationship

or what so ever. so i am making a wild guess that he is single. and available? haha.

the other problem is, how can i give him any hint to make sure that he knows that i like

him? and how on earth can i even know whether he at least like me or not? and what

if he doesn't? -..- and i might consider myself as a conservative person because i still

hold to the principle that a girl should not make a first move, or a girl can never tells

a guy that she adores him, because, because, it's just simply weird, for me lah kan. haha.

so i guess i'll just wait and see and wait and see and wait and sleep.

hihi thank you for wasting your precious time reading this :)

2011-09-19T00:01:00.001+08:00

it all happened too fast i can't control it.

or even have the courage to twist the fate.

i guess i shall let it be.

let it be

2011-09-06T02:14:00.003+08:00

technically, today is 6th of september so i'll be leaving kajang and going to some place t o m o r r o w. it's actually quite near from my house. Very near i guess. so i kinda have no right to like brag around about how miserable i am currently because i only will be staying at Serdang, which approximately takes only 10 minutes to reach there. hehe. but stilllllll, i don't think i had enough holiday! X( ya i know it's been 4 months but wth. i hate to be anywhere else than home.

Selamat Hari Raya :)

2011-09-03T02:10:00.002+08:00

*sorry my previous post was such an A hole

so, my family and i celebrated this year's raya at Kuala Kangsar, Perak.

we had fun because we stayed longer this time. as usual met my cousins, relatives, ex-crush, cute babies, and ONE HELL OF A GOOD LOOKING GUY. ahahhaha :D

if only, if only i can be like them guys who easily ask for their cellphone number. -.- I WISH

but then again, imma girl, and should act like one T_T so not interesting.

okay back to raya stuffs, this year i bought a simple BLUE baju kurung. & i love it :)

unfortunately (for me) & fortunately (for you guys), i don't have any picture of me wearing it.

or even my family members' raya picture. so, BOO me

till then, i love u, all. :D

the thing is,

2011-08-28T04:13:00.002+08:00

I am not interested to be your girlfriend,

but I want You to stay with me forever.

because I promised You I will.

Love, Ryz

2011-08-17T16:14:00.002+08:00

I, Rayza Diana, hereby admit that i am awkwardly amazed at those people who had been in a relationship for many years.

good job, i guess?

hai

2011-08-17T10:54:00.003+08:00

so i have a very good guy friend before. or should i say used to be one?

but currently, he's kinda freaky and might have a very unstable emotions i guess.

he used to be very sarcasm in a funny way before. but not now obviously.

idk maybe i did something wrong? like very wrong that he's gettin very very mad at me?

can somebody please tell me what happened to him -..-

HALOOOEWWWEE!

2011-08-16T04:22:00.003+08:00

so hello world.

i've been nesting in my nest for quite some time. thought that i won't write anything anymore here. but then again, i miss the blogging world. u know, a place where u can shout ur heart out without have to really think about the consequences of writing something :)

yeah where should i begin . . .

the heck am i supposed to say now?!

...........er........

ok so let me tell u about my latest updates, hurmmm..

as y'all know i finished my pathetic matriculation year last april, since now is august, so i've been in a very awkwardly long holiday for like, four months now. yeah. i worked at various places like;

baskin' robbins

i-don't-know-what fashion store

some shitty hampers & gifts store

but then, i only worked at BR for TWO days, hihi.

that fashion store for ONEEE HELL OF A FRIGGIN day :>

and the gifts store for ONE and a HALF month.

so it wasn't that long. after all i was just working for money. so wth.

other than that,,, hmmm...oh ya. i will be pursuing my study this upcoming september. doing degree in human development in UPM. alhamdulillah upm is very much nearer to my house compare to that wicked KMJ. and heck yeah i can go back home every weekends. perhaps everyday? who knows :P

idk what else to tell u guys. hm. till then, ciao :3

I MET ZAHIRIL ADZIM!!

2011-05-25T23:27:00.002+08:00

HECK YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!! AND I SHOOK HIS HAND TOO!!! IT WAS LIKE GODDAMN SOFT LIKE A BABY'S PALM!!!! ERGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HE'S SOOOOOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEE!!

2011-05-23T06:11:00.001+08:00

you keep changing your boyfriend MONTHLY.

you're not a hot stuff,

you're a whore

and forever will be.

2011-05-19T17:28:00.000+08:00

dear mum and dad,

i was born to be wild. and rebel.

2011-05-05T00:30:00.003+08:00

i am sorry, i had panic attack, i don't know how to respond, you kinda freak me out, you shouldn't sayyyyyy such things at the first place..........................and now i have no idea how to communicate normally with you. erghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

baaybiii

2011-05-04T00:23:00.003+08:00

the photos are in reverse sequence, well if u're a blogger user, you'd understand -.-" so heck yeah, my family and i spent a 3 days holiday in Cherating. i was damn excited days before we went there, and my level of expectations are too high that when i reached there, i knew that i shouldn't be hoping too much :/ the only thing/stuff/criteria(?) i loveeee the most is the beach. i always been a beach fan since, since i have the ability to have my own dreams on spending the vacation on the beach with my loved ones, having a wedding ceremony by the beach, enjoying the sunset with my loved ones (again :P) ahahahha. its just that the scenery, the sand, the ocean that attracts me. oh yeah apart from the beach, Cherating has nothing. NADA. NOTHING. no entertainment, no night life, no fancy restaurants, even the beach itself has no interesting activities we can do, so, overall, Cherating is lame :P

*sorry for not putting any caption, i am just toooooooooo lazy :>

2011-04-30T19:31:00.002+08:00

@c.ch.che.cher.chera.cherat.cherati.cheratin.cheratingtingtingting :D

kui kui

2011-04-25T00:35:00.000+08:00

i memang suke tangkap gamba. padan muke u sape suro bukak blog i :3

sinful me,

2011-04-21T21:39:00.002+08:00

he.has.a.girlfriend

HE.HAS.A.GIRLFRIEND

get a life rayza. get a life. T_T

*disappointment level : on top of Mount Everest

my bad habit

2011-04-21T00:11:00.002+08:00

i don't like charging my gadgets, (cellphone, laptop, mp4 player, etc.) i ONLY will charge 'em when the battery is empty. when i tried to turn it on over an over again and it doesn't works, thennnnn i'll charge 'em. hihi my close friends knew about this and they kinda get annoyed with it :P

but then,

2011-04-15T00:51:00.004+08:00

if u were given two options;

one who has been in your life more than the other person, who always let you be who you really are, who cherish you whenever you feel down, who makes you feel that your heart is still functioning well, who remembers you even when you haven't contact them for quite a while

or,

one who you had a crush on recently, well if you consider 7 months as recently, who you always wanted to approach, who you searched for on your daily routine, who catches your eyes very well, who you found out that he has a crush on you too.

which one do you prefer?

2011-04-07T21:45:00.001+08:00

if it really happens, F the distance then! ;((((((((((((

the background song is for you =D

2011-04-02T19:50:00.002+08:00

awwwwwhhh

2011-04-01T02:28:00.002+08:00

haven't heard such statement for quite some time, and i must say, the statement really do made my day, oops nope, my year! :D

2011-03-29T22:42:00.003+08:00

hancur hati wa sumpa wa tak tipu. wa lambat sikit je wey. patut wa bole dapat. wa tau la lu ade rabun rabun sikit, wa pun jarang nak menonjolkan diri wa. wa ni en pemalu. lu ni tak paham ke. wa kecewa gila tau tak T_____________T

pelukis handalan,

2011-03-27T23:51:00.003+08:00

"dye kan da besa, pandai la dye pikir sendiri"

oh very well then, my dear friend. from now on, i, rayza diana rosdi, will never give a damn about anything u want to do, because like your beloved friend just told me, u've grown up and i shouldn't be worry about you. you can do whatever you like and i will never say anything about it :)

what a dinner,

2011-03-26T22:54:00.005+08:00

as i said, what a dinner. in a bad way :) we ate in the dark, our table was right in front of the huge speakers, the matrics provided us with such awful food, and they didn't provide us the drink, and as the semester almost coming to its end, some of my practicum mates are showing their true color, the dreadful real color of them, but still, i love my other girls, they rock my life, and always will be :) and then the next day, i found this, wrote by maybe one of my practicum mates, i really want to know the person who really am such a chicken because she doesn't has the gut to say it right in front of everyone. well, you know girl, i don't respect you on what you've done, if you really think that our practicum is lack of unity, why don't you tell us up front? and with all your exclamation marks just to show how much you mad about it, we still can't see it clearer because you were saying when we aren't there. please, speak up b.., no, i mean, girl :)

HUGE supporter \m/

2011-03-26T17:39:00.002+08:00

switch off your lights just for ONE HOUR to show that you care about the earth.

Love,

Earth Citizen

devastated much

2011-03-26T00:55:00.002+08:00

i didn't get the friggin chance! i missed it! how can i screw my only chance when it is right there in front of my eyessssssss! besides me! LITERALLY! urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

go die rayza, go die T__________________T

what if

2011-03-25T01:39:00.001+08:00

there's a rainy rainbow day? :D

bomb

2011-03-25T00:48:00.002+08:00

so, the annual dinner is gonna be on friday's night, which is, practically today,

exciting is it? hmmm just the table arrangement excites me the most :)

heheh, see ya ;>

*can't wait, *shwing shwing ;)

lagik 1

2011-03-22T22:59:00.000+08:00

HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI :>

2011-03-21T23:17:00.001+08:00

i can't stop doodle-ing -______-

hello adira,

2011-03-20T05:03:00.002+08:00

i don't like you.

naah, hate you to be exact :)

screw your life

and your future :)

should i say more? ;)

2011-03-20T02:16:00.000+08:00

2011-03-19T16:16:00.000+08:00

you shouldn't put me in this situation, i ain't like it :/

asdfghjk

2011-03-16T22:50:00.003+08:00

attention to all my male friends out there, i have a damn important message to all of you guys that might haven't meet me personally, or just met me once, trust me my dearest friends, I DO NOT HAVE FLAWLESS FACE OR EVEN GOOD COMPLEXION, seriously guys, do not expect me to have the skin like any girls you saw on television, magazine or even on the porn sites you guys have been watching everyday -.- yes, i am serious. reason i'm saying this probably because i don't want you guys to even have a thought that i have such cute and barbie doll like face and even have the interest on me just because YOU THOUGHT that i am very pretty. which is not. =________=" sorry if i'm being goddamn annoying. ergh

2011-03-15T02:44:00.002+08:00

kau nak tau ape masalah kau sekarang?

kau pikir macam kau sorg je ade hati yang semua orang nak kene jage

itu masalah kau.

faham?

2011-03-11T02:05:00.003+08:00

hello my lovely dearest pimples,

can you please stop reproducing?

i really hope you can consider my wish because,

currently i look like this;

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!! ;)))))

jumping JOY :>

2011-03-09T22:30:00.003+08:00

today is my cutest day ever, yet :P

eh i said CUTEST DAY, not cutest look in a day -..-

so i received a smile,

THE smile,

THE SMILE!!

heck yeahhhh i nailed it :DDDDD

*sorry i have no further details about it :>

my exact reaction after the incident

HIHI

you,

2011-03-09T22:21:00.002+08:00

aren't you going to speak up?

i thought you owe me an explanation?

dammit,

2011-03-08T22:43:00.001+08:00

screw me :S

A15

2011-03-08T18:00:00.002+08:00

it's been awhile since the event happened, this was my practicum BBQ event at err some weird place. eventho we didn't get the proper BBQ site, due to the stupidness of the students' admin, but at least we had so much fun, no, TOO much fun barbecuing, eating, gossiping, laughing, and dying? :P while we were surrounded with the candle lights all alone :3

well if u guys read my earlier posts, most of it is just me complaining and bitching about my life here in matrics ryt, still i won't take that all back because the life here has never been fine for me, the only reason that keeps me feeling better here is just them, and my many other awesome pretty friends :)

2011-03-06T02:08:00.000+08:00

boyfriend awk sumpa comel, thank you :P

dead

2011-03-05T03:35:00.000+08:00

somebody? please ? :S

PLEASEEEE ? :{

;p

2011-03-05T03:24:00.002+08:00

can you please be not so adorable/sweet/attractive/cute just for one day?

2011-03-03T23:21:00.003+08:00

took this from Zahiril's Blog *wink :>

:like somehow, i have no idea why this thing he wrote, really caught my eyes and even my mind :S

disaster

2011-02-28T13:54:00.007+08:00

so i stuck between a huge rock and a hard surface right now. i have to make an important choice whether to go to the "Acting Saved My Life" event and spending the whole day with zahiril :>>>>> or, going to the annual dinner with my beloved friends. the dinner happens to be on Friday night, which is 25th march and the course begins at 10.00 am on 26th march. both of them only happen once in my entire life, i guess ;p so now i'm dead meat, i wish i can separate myself into two so that i can enjoy both of em.. unfortunately i must have super power in order to make that happen T_T so until now, i still can't make any decision. dammit.

*hihi iloveputput

is it okay.

2011-02-27T18:15:00.005+08:00

to say i miss you to the person that you do not own

to the person that barely remembers you

to the person who has been very happy without you

to the person you thought supposed to be your forever

to the person who left too many footprints in your life

to the person who doesn't care about you at all anymore

is it okay?

no, it is NOT OKAY.

something on my head

2011-02-27T16:37:00.002+08:00

which is MY HAIR seriously need a major treatment right now.

it is as dry as the desert i'd say.

dammit thats why i've to go back home now!

=______________=

fudge u matrics life!

WAJIB PERGI!

2011-02-27T14:23:00.004+08:00

kalau tak pergi jangan bernafas lagi -________________-

tak tak, tak rasa excited pun nak jumpa ashraf sinclair sazzy falak tu, tau spe yg lg penting? :>

INI! INI! HIHIHIHIHIHIIHI

imagine, "direct access to ZAHIRIL ADZIM and a free coffee & tea session with ZAHIRIL ADZIM for a full hour in our VIP section after the workshop."

walawehhhhhhh!!!! gila kalau x pegi bole hantuk kepala kt dinding :3

2011-02-25T12:35:00.003+08:00

i wanna go back Kajang so bad! :'(

somebody please get me out of here

:'(

2011-02-24T02:45:00.001+08:00

just one container would be enough. i promise just one pleaseeeeeee

T______T

*my background looks so girly kan :>

2011-02-24T01:52:00.004+08:00

t h a n k y o u f o r l e t t i n g m e t o h a v e t h i s w i d e

s m i l e a g a i n . t h a n k y o u f o r b e i n g s i l l y

e n o u g h t o u n d e r s t a n d m y w e i r d e s t j o k e .

t h a n k y o u f o r p o u r i n g m e w i t h a l l t h o s e

r i d i c u l o u s l y s w e e t w o r d s ; p

t h a n k y o u .

t o A L L o f y o u : D

*e s p e c i a l l y Y O U

whadduppp!

2011-02-20T20:59:00.008+08:00

hello there my dear sexaaayy readers :D

like i mentioned few months ago in my earlier post, i told

u guys th

at i am so into online shopping ayte? well i still am till now because it is wayyy much easier when u shop online, obviously because i don't have

to squeeze in between the crowds at the mall just to get what i want :)

oh ya recently, i found out that my friend's sister owns

an online fashion store too! check out the store

by clicking the link b

elow;

CLICK ME CLICK ME! :D

they sell loads of ladies' treasures such as

pretty handbags

gorgeous dresses

and many moreeeeeeeee..

this would be my favorite pick currently,

because i haven't find any dress for my annual dinner yet! :(

and compare to other dresses out there, this dress only costs me RM120! including postage!

i might consider on buying it soon, hmmmmm :)

oh ya, feel free to visit her blog shop or even purchase something nice from there XD

Khazanah Wanita :)

*come onnnnn, a single click won't hurt anything ryteeee? ;p

ciaoooo!

2011-02-19T17:24:00.001+08:00

if it ain't jealousy then what is it -.-

erynjgklermsthgherfnjierhnremjgdrivmjeidrufhmj

kejam ah u =_=

ayina jasmengmeng

2011-02-19T16:50:00.002+08:00

i miss you toothreefourfivenine beautiful :)

nnt keluar pergi alamanda mcm haritu lg yeah :D

*lpastu bwk kne saman lagi :>

hihi. ilapchu

*oh ye siape yg suke sgt stalk aynaa ni confirm sebok2 bce post ni jugak, ee x malu la kau

believe it or not

2011-02-18T19:49:00.003+08:00

i still have a teenie tiny mini little crush on the saaaaaaammmeee ollldddddd gggguuuyyy.

yeah i haven't seen him for 4 months, the last time i met him was a major coincidence :p

he's still as attractive as he used to, teehee,

if and only if i can hangout with him :> because i know it'll be super fun :DDDD

eheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

please,

2011-02-18T19:26:00.002+08:00

stay calm.

this is not the first time. you went through the same situation for like what, 17 times?

haha sorta. i am pretty sure that you will get something way better than what you always hope for.

a little bit more patience is needed currently for an outstanding future ahead.

good things don't come at once as you might can't control it and misused it.

just swallow the bitter part as it will slowly dissolve and you will be free from it forever.

insyaAllah.

*psst, u're too sweet so i should have take extra precautionary when consuming you

ini,

2011-02-17T21:59:00.001+08:00

tiba2 aku rasa subject english ini menyemakkan otak aku.

boleh tak?

gelabah la nk buat macam2, pdehal tak effect ape2 pun,

serabut la kepale mcm ni. tak payah nk pom sgt bole kan

bab*

baby -.-

well done

2011-02-17T00:11:00.002+08:00

good job rayza for having the worst grades for your exam of all time. you such an ungrateful daughter T_T you should have, ...

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